Don’t let me die alone

At first the blood and death appalled me
Now it is normal easy
The blood on my hand can never leave me be
The amount killed by me
Is higher than i can count
Never to return an innocent man
Now just a murderer

I have lost all remorse about killing
Just a trivial matter now
Of no medal i am worthy
No reward am i deserving
A killer is now a hero
Confused is what i am
War is for the reckless not the brave

No one should suffer this hell hole
You always hope for deaths embrace
Brothers die together in blood, pain and hate
I’d rather be a coward
The death is quick and painless
Don’t let me die alone
Lest I be forgotten